El Tango de Roxanne

I'm in love with Moulin Rouge. in my own opinion this is a must-see movie. This doesn't go to people who hates romantic-sappy-dramatical movie. I love it,very much.oh HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE IT ? the great actors,the great storyline,the great coreographies,the GREAT MUSIC,and the great director !








see this


and you'll want to watch the whole movie.oh how I love the song "El Tango de Roxanne"

Leighton Meester is singing?

What's up with these Gossip Girls ? first I saw Taylor's band demo- The reckless OR The Pretty Reckless and then I saw this ! Leighton is singing and her voice is not trashy at all, not like those celebs who tried to sing when the fact that they cannot
Oh by the way, I love her voice.




Oh,and Leighton is also singing Good Girls Go Bad with Cobra starship. just checkout their myspace

I wish I wish I wish

I wish these magazines are in Indonesia

238 seems to be a nice number at the moment

killing timeeeeee, bored a shit.

000. Name: Feby Kurnia Ramadhani
001. Gender: Girl
002. Nickname: Feby
003. Cutest loverbird-name: ?
004. E-mail address: feby_haha@yahoo.com
005. Date of birth: february 27 1993
006. Astro sign: pisces
007. Place of birth: jakarta (indonesia)
008. Residence: jakarta
009. Phone number: it's on my profile
010. Siblings: kirana (8)
011. School: SMAN 99
012. Country/City/Sub-urbs: city
013. Weight: 48
014. Height: 158 (gosh i'm a shorty)
015. Shoe size: EU size 38
016. Eye colour: brown
017. Hair colour: gradation of reddish-dark brown
018. Pets: 2 cats,1 turtle and fishes
019. Favourite colour: I don't have a favourite colour; it totally depends on my mood.mostly dark colour
020. Favourite dinner: anything by my mom,japanese food,chinese food
021. What I definitely don't eat: pork and egg yolk
022. Favourite drink: tea,mineral water,coke,starbucks'
023. Studies: high school
024. Marriage or living together: i don't really care,but indonesian culture requires us to get married first.so. . . yeah -_-
025. Favourite music: Old skool jazz, old skool rock, alternative,indie,brit music,metal,powerpop,punk/electronica
026. Cell phone: nokia 6300
027. Sun or snow: both.aha
028. Dream car: A RED MORRIS or A RED MUSTANG hahahaha
029. Best radio: I don't listen to the radio anymore.not that much
030. Best magazine: nylon ! and then gogirl,yen and teen vogue
031. Best toothpaste: Toothpaste that works -_-
032. How late I usually go to bed: 3am
033. Favourite pajama-fabrics: i dont wear pajamas
034. How many children I want later on: dont know,not thinking about it
035. What kind of shoes I like to wear: sneakers/dunks
036. Best place to sleep: my room and anywhere in my house except the toilet and the kitchen.i'd like to sleep at my boyfriend's room though :P
037. Favourite song of the moment: catpower
038. Relationship: just flaaaaat
039. Crush of the moment: I do not have a crush right now,i already have a sweet-loving boyfriend :)
040. Do I get emotional sometimes: I'm the most over-emotional person you will ever meet. no joke.
041. Do I cry when I watch a movie: If the movie is good and I can relate to it, then yes
042. Favourite author: I don't have one, but i love mitch albom and paulo coelho. Their books make my life what it is and inspire me in all ways that are possible
043. Typing blindly: nope.
044. Happiness through money: I don't believe that money equals happiness
045. Nicest people I know: filda and tama
046. How many toothbrushes I have: 2
047. Behind their backs or in their faces: In their faces. I'm not gonna let myself become such a chicken shit
048. Most romantic moment in my life: ergh dont think i have one
049. Piercings: One in each earlobe (used to have two in each earlobe)
050. Tattoos: None yet, but I'd love a deathbat tattoo or a cupcake tattoo.
051. Special talents: i don't think i have any -_-
052. Fast or slow: Depends what it's about
053. Sexuality: ?
054. Smoking: no.smoking's bad
055. Drugs: no.
056. Alcohol: hm.haven't tried any
057. What I'm afraid of: God,not succeeding in whatever it is I want to succeed in,not having enough time
058. Favourite city: I don't have just one,-Singapore,Malaysia,Tokyo,Jakarta :)
059. Favourite tv series: gossip girl and 90210
060. Favourite holiday destination: somewhere peaceful
061. Favourite place to go out: bookstores
062. Big/Small people: big.you know,it's so nice to have a friend who's big and a bit taller than me so when they put their arms around me i can rest on their shoulder or the curve of their neck.that feels gooooooddddd
063. Nice person I met this year: none yet.
064. What I do whenever I'm down: eat a lot
065. Being alone: Love it, but I still need people around me, otherwise I feel like I'm going insane
066. What I want to be when I'm big: I would love to work in the fashion and art industry,but my mom won't let me.so,yeah. .I would probably end up working in an office or a diplomat.that sort of stuff.oh,and I'd love to work in a fashion magazine,that would be fun :)
067. Going out: More often than I used to. The people I know now are a lot more fun than the ones I used to know last year, I love socializing
068. Living together with someone of the same character as mine: sure,it would be niceeee
069. What I definitely do not drink: blood
070. Name of future children: I don't want any children.
071. Relationship with parents: Not good,- I've never been the daughter they wanted me to be. I'm sorry for that, but I can't make it up to them anymore. It's really complicated
072. Driving around in cars: yeah,love to ! but i don't have a driving license yet and still learning to drive.I'd love to have a mini van and doodle on it and paint it colourful and go around somewhere like hippies !
073. Best feeling in the world: to achieve something
074. Worst feeling in the world: The process of letting go, because the things that you WANT to let go, are hardest to let go of
075. Teddy bear: I just called him teddy.he's small.he was there when I was 6 years old.
076. A word/sentence I often use: "gosh"/"fuck"/"shit"/"kudos"
077. Only one question to God: Can I live for another 1000 years ? please ?
078. Romance: I'm not a romantic person.it's sissy.
079. Aliens: I think they do exist.haha?
080. Glasses: Yes, I have 6 of pairs of those.3 broken.1 lost.2 left.haha
081. Contact lenses: THANK GOD FOR THOSE!!
082. Prejudice or waiting to see: Waiting to see
083. Why I'm doing this: the world's ending so why not do something
084. People that hate me: I'm sure they exist,I don't care. I don't waste my time on this kind of people anymore
086. Why we live: I believe that I was born in this this world because I have a "purpose",yes all people who were born in this world do have a "purpose".I dont know what is my "purpose".that's why I live.to search for it,work hard on it,achieve something.If a person don't even know what he/she wants or wants to be then they should just be dead or just kill themselves from the start.
087. What I do as soon as I get home: take a nap
088. What I would never forgive someone: I would forgive anyone for anything.but I won't forget
089. What's under my bed: dust.haha
090. The colour of the carpet in my room: I don't have any
091. One thing I can take with me to a deserted island: a jetpack so I can go from one place to another
092. Who I'd like to be for a day: go to Tanzania for a charity,something like Angelina Jolie does.
093. Biggest dream: be a successful person
094. Biggest problem: time management
095. Bad characteristic: Very, very, very,VERY emotional
096. Addictions: biting my nails,tic tacs
097. Love at first sight: I don't believe in 'love' at first sight.that's absolutely stupid.
098. Honesty or one white lie can't harm anyone?: Honest towards others, but not always. Sometimes I lie to feel safer . These white lies are bad,I know.but I'm trying to stop it
101. Cheating in a relationship: nah I wouldn't do that
102. If I believe in miracles: no,I don't believe in miracles
103. Sports: soccer,hockey,dancing,voleyball,basketball,pilates,aikido.oh and I watch slamball every weekend on AXN,thats cool.haha
104. Sports I'd never try: a lot.I'd like to try extreme sports though
105. Operations: 1st operation was appendix,2nd was tonsil
106. Very dark secret: Yes. Which nobody knows. Nobody.except me.
107. Dreams can become reality: Of course they can.
108. Colour of my underwear right now: blue
109. Favourite way of saying goodbye: a BIG hug
110. If I'd change my name, I'd change it into: Sybilla
111. Define yourself in one word and one word only: Vibrant
112. Ever been in love,- real love: yesssss :)
113. Favourite fruit: seedless grapes and strawberry
114. Favourite flower: sakura
115. Supersticion: um I don't believe in that kinda crap
116. Favourite ice cream: mint chocolate chips and strawberry
117. What the weather is like at the moment: cloudy.just fine
118. The last person I spoke to on the phone: my mom
119. The amount of keys I always have with me: I don't hold keys.haha
120. The person I miss at this very moment: my boyfriend and my best friend :(
121. Job: none yet,I want a part time job !!!!
122. Left- or right-handed: Right-handed
123. Sport to look at: soccer.haha
124. Favourite subject in school: P.E haha it doesn't need any thinking
125. My last words will be: depends on how I will die.if I die from choking then my last words will be "IT'S STUCK ! IT'S STUCK ! ERGH ! ACK !" and then die.
126. Were Adam and Eve naked?: read the Holy Qur'an d00d
127. Someone I'd like to meet, but who would it be?: Someone who would understand me and want to be with me, no matter what. It doesn't matter if it would be just as friends, as long as he/she understands , without having to say too much
128. Where I'd get a tattoo: on my wrist or ankle
129. Favourite gum: mint flavoured
130. Most gorgeous part of a woman: Depends on the woman. Everyone is unique
131. Most gorgeous part about me: haha you tell me.
132. I'd kill this person: somebody with the initial "R" and his brother
133. North, East, South, West: who cares -_____-
134. Cat or dog: both :D
135. Simple and clear or complicated and blurry: I am simple and clear to others, but inside my head it's all complicated and blurry
136. Funny or serious: funny.but a balance is good.
137. Full or half-full milk: Full
138. Reading or writing: reading
139. Coloured or black-and-white pictures: Depends on what kind of picture they are
140. Sunrise or sunset: both
141. Laughing or dreaming: laughing
142. Summer- or winter-holidays: Summer !!!
143. Sweet or hard: Sweet
144. Introverted or extraverted: I'm extraverted. Very much so, indeed
145. Inside or outside: Always the outside first,-but then I look at the inside.I don't really care about looks.
146. Rebellion or a book of laws: Rebellion
147. Light or darkness: Darkness
148. Chatting or calling someone up: Chatting
149. Sneezing or coughing: coughing
150. Condom or barebacked: condom,be safe girls !
151. Guys with makeup on or without: DUH.without.you're a guy for a reason
152. Older boyfriend: 'courseeeee
153. Love of your life or friends: My love of my life would have to be one of my better friends
154. Kiss or Hug: both :)
155. Brown, blonde or black hair: Brown
156. Pencil or pen: both
157. Black or white: Black
158. Laughing or crying: Crying from laughing
159. Coca cola or Pepsi : coke is da shit
160. Thongs or boxers: thongs.haha
161. Vanilla or chocolate: SHIT THIS IS HARD.both
162. Pasta or pizza: COME ONNNN STOP ASKING ABOUT FOOD ! both !
163. Hard or soft: depends -_-
164. Party or disco: Partaaaaayyyyyyyy
165. Driving yourself or having someone to drive for you: Driving myself seems the ultimate freedom !
166. Clingy tv show or a girly chickflick movie: Movie
167. Half-empty or half-full: half empty
168. Cremating or burying: burying
169. Lego or duplo: Lego
170. Forgive and forget or forgive and not forget: Forgive and never forget
171. Strawberries or whip cream: both ! argh !
172. Belief: God.I'm an Islamic person.
173. Twelve roses or a sorry note: It takes more than a note and some flowers for something to pass over.
174. Cinema or sofa at home: sofa at home.with my chicas !
175. Doing the laundry: ohhhh how fun ! NOT.
176. Heaven or hell: I believe both of them exist
177: Spoiling or being spoiled: Being spoiled, hehe
178: Beach or pool: Pool
179. Feet or neck: Neck
180. Jeans or other fabrics: Jeans
181. Tank-top or T-shirt: t-shirt
182. Favourite brand: zara
183. Swimming pool or sauna: pool
184. Bathing oil or bathing foam: foam! bubbles are funnnn
185. Shower or big bath tub: shower.stop wasting water !
186. Simple or complicated: Simple
187. Sex or alcohol: alcohol then sex ?
188. Sex or a movie: Movie and then sex?
189. To speak or to hush: speak,I'm a talkative person
190. Happy or sad: Happy!
191. Life or death: Life
192. If my house stood on fire, I'd firstly get out: My family
193. In love right now: yes :)
194. Virgin: yesh
195. Longest relationship: now I'm almost 2 years with my boyfrienddd !
196. Shortest relationship: 2 months
197. Disco with friends and your lover or home with just your significant other and you: Disco
198. Favourite position: Depends on what kind of "position" you're asking -___________-
199. Weirdest place you ever did 'it': what 'it' ??
200. Place where you'd like to do 'it' some time: again,WHAT 'IT' ????
201. Sex before marriage: depends on the person.
202. Take away or cooking dinner together: Cooking together! That's so cute!
203. Ever getting married?: not thinking about it.
204. Fastfood or chique restaurant: both !
205. Is it okay for a woman to have complexes and problems?: Of course.
206. Beer or wine: Wine
207. First thought that came to mind when I got out of bed this morning: I miss my boyfriend :(
208. Reincarnation: I do not believe in that
210. Pretend to believe in reincarnation-> what kind of an animal would you like to be when you'd come back?: a cat.
211. Most original way of asking someone to marry you: not the sissy romantic way.
212. Heating or hearth: Hearth.it's nice to look at hehe
213. What's on my mousepad: nothing
214. Ever kissed someone of the same sex: I kissed a girl and I liked it! (katy perryyyy aha)
215. Ever been cheating: what kind of cheating ?
216. How the hell I got this 'survey': It was on a blog
217. A lot of place in bed or hedgehog-like sleeping: haha ? i don't know what it's called but it's like curling,like a foetus ?
218. Dream house: An old-fashioned cottage on the English county.I love the house of The Humphrey's in Gossip Girl TV series, it's absolutely my thing!
219. What my last dream was about: i don't remember dreams.only when it's weird or scary
220. Most important people in my life: family.duh.without them i'm nothing.
221. Love to do when I'm older: live somewhere else in the world
222. Walking on the beach or through the mountains: Beach
223. Proud of: myself.hahah
224. Regretting: Nothing. Absolutely nothing
225. Often in fights: hardly ever. Except with my parents.. That's a continuous battle
226. Sleeping with a stuffed animal: oooh i do i do !
227. Daring: not really
228. Spontaneous: uhh yeah sometimes
229. Sweet: haha,am i ?
230. Honest: I'm honest, but not always as honest to myself
231. Jealous: I'm a very jealous person. It's not even normal anymore haha
232. Funny: uh,am i ?
233. Crying: Quite easily whenever I'm alone, but very rarely with someone around
234. Sex after marriage: Whenever i'm ready for it and as long as it's already legal
235. Happy with myself: yeah.I have accepted my flaws and even though it hurts to say them out loud or to write them down even, I know that they are there and what they are.
236: Most important in my life: the people i love.my family and my nearest and dearests
237. Tidy room: Not at the moment.i don't have enough space for my stuff because i'm using my sister's room.so,yeah it's messy.
238. Fidelity or infidelity: infidelity

Sunday Bloody Sunday

Hello, how was your day ? mine's boring. I was going to tell you how the AFS test was last night but I was bloody exhausted.
here it is. .

5.30AM- I woke up then took a shower.ate breakfast then wait for Sarita to come to my house because she was joining in my car. arrives at STBA LIA around 7.15-ish and then search for the classroom. The first test was common knowledge and it was AWESOOOMEEEE *sarcasm* haha man that was hard.not that hard but confusing,there were 100 questions and I didn't know all of them ! the first question I answeres was about Slumdog Millionaire hahaha TOO EASY ! Danny Boyle is British,not Indian.
second test was English-grammar,comprehension,etc. . and that was TOO EASY. damn,I went out of the classroom just like,20 minutes after the test started.aaaaand here comes the third test ! essay,500 words. 3 topics. Sounds easy. Isn't. I told you I'm not a creative writer right,I chose the people that influence you in the past and now. I was sleepy and I have no idea what I was writing. So I just kept on writing,hoping that my essay doesn't sucks that much when they read it. I wrote like, 1 1/2 page long. with personal statements and a favourite quote by my dad :
"Experience is what you receive when you don't get what you want"

Enough about the AFS test. It's giving me headache. It was fun,though. I met some of my junior high friends. I hope I can get through the second test-Interview ! amin.

SUMMER '09

Finally, I have the chance to post peacefully, without thinking about school and remedials and assigments cuz I got long weekends ahead. Exam week is like,2 or 3 weeks away and I'm thinking "Oh well,I don't really care" and theeeeen THE HOLIDAY ! too bad Indonesia doesn't have any summer holiday for 2-3 months just like International schools/schools abroad. It's only 2 weeks.Pffffff that pisses me off. So guys,any idea on how to spend the Summer Holidays OR "End of term holidays" as we called it in here ?? Any ideas besides going out with friends and shopping ? because I'll be staying home,fosho -_-
Well,my ideas of spending my Summer Holidays are :

1.making cupcakes
My last cupcakes projects was on my boyfriend's birthday. I made those cupcakes by my own,with some help from my mom, and I didn't expect it would be that great. I thought "what if this doesn't tastes good", "what if nobody likes it", what if what if what if aaaaand I keep on thinking negative. But soon as I realized that my friends and his friends told me that it's GOOD I felt terrific. I wanna make cupcakes again,with friends,maybe ? I got ideas from Hello Cupcake and I found this funny one :

SPAGHETTI AND MEATBALLS !

man they're awesome. I gotta try these at home.I was fooled,though. I thought they were real spaghetti and meatballs !! great for an April Fools Day party :)
for tutorial,go here

2. Download Summer playlist
Pick your own summer playlist ! It would be fun to know what you're listening.so readers,tell me yours ;)

3.Photo Hunting
this is fun,I'm planning to go to various places to take photos of people,random objects,anything !

4.Thrifting !
for all of you thrifting junkies who can't get enough of cool clothes at cheap and crazy prices,go thereeeee.senen is looveeee

5. D.I.Y
there are thousands,millions,billions,gazillions of crative DIY's you can do. Like the Marc by Marc Jacobs look alike rope neklaces with coloured lanyards that you could buy at mayestik and ties them all together.


or....anything else ! be creative !

6.WATCH 500 DAYS OF SUMMER. IS A MUST !!!!

7. what else,eh ? I'm running out of Ideas. try to read the "WEEKEND BIBLE" by provoke, read fashion blogs and streetstyles, facebook-ing/twittering/and msn like there's no tomorrow - that's the only choices left hahahaha

readers ! give me your ideas of spending your summer holidays and post them to your blog.tell me when you've done it and I'll see it :)

With Love,
feby

alalalalalalalalalove you

I'm currently working on my PKN assignment. Bored and tired, I decided to go here. So I read the new Gogirl magazine with Lady Gaga on the cover. I'm not feeling creative. The AFS test is closer and I'm panicking. God,what must I do ? PANIC ! fuck it. I hate this kind of situation, I failed my 70 International Class test and now I don't wanna ruin it again :(
I want to make my parents proud, I wana go to the International Law Faculty later, I wanna make a contribution for world, and I'm gonna start from AFS. readers,I need some support :)